Sorry

2day, i only attend the 1st lecture, others i dint attend..i skip 1 lecture and 1 tutorial...

I feel faint when i attend the "Statistics For Engineering Application", so i decide not to attend class.

I go back PGPR and sleep until now....i cant sleep well,just keep on wake up n sleep~~

I dunno what should i do~~

When i c ur sms,my tears automatic will come out, this is the 2nd times happen, i know u sure remember when is the 1st time...I tot this wont happen again,but y?

It is not ur fault, nobody wrong abt this~~is i selfish, i just do my part, i already use to find and catch opportunity for me to get what i want...i understand why u talk like that to me...

Sorry,i dint realize  that i need to think n discuss b4 i make any decision. This is bcos i use to make decision myself....

Last time, i done everything on my own, no ppl will discuss with me...i only know that i need to it on my own..done everything myself...no ppl will help me~~~

If i hurt u, i really sorry abt it~~~

1st blog in NUS

Yeah i had reached NUS and finish all the registration.

NUS is HUGE compare to USM . I dunno is how many times it is, but i know i will lost in here.

The 1st feeling i walk in here is " cham liao~~y so many ang mo?"

Haha..i am worry dunno how to communicate with them....

However, i still alive..dun worry...

I will join most of the orientation activity to get know abt this new campus, everything is new for me...

I will make sure i wont lost here and safe.

Last Day in Penang

今晚我就要离开槟城了，不是第一次离开，但从来没有离开那么久，我知道我会非常，非常的想念家乡....妈妈常叫我多吃一些我喜欢的食物，因为离开了就没有得吃了~~还没有离开就开始恋乡了，哈哈

离开理大，没有什么不舍得，只是东西不能完成而离开，当然会很牵挂，不能逃避我应该做的事情。

这次的决定，让我在过程中学习了很多很多，克服了很多心理障碍，也面对很多内心的挑战，更加了解自己。

发现自己不是那么简单，那么容易满足，明白自己喜欢尝试新的事物，来满足自己的好奇心，虚荣心，也开始害怕....

这个假期，上了两次法宝山，有跟师父谈起这个问题，师父说我应该静坐，静下来，想自己应该要设么....这个对我来讲更难咯~~

希望离开不是我逃避的途径，希望它能为我找到一片更好的天空~~

HaTE make DEcision~!!!

This few days, really tired..many decision need to be make..i hate to make decision..

Go or not go?

Extend 1 sem or not?

Got get award or not?

reject all....but cant...

get the awards,
find another paper to replace ceramic,no need extend...
but still wonder go or not..

okok..go..go..go..


but now how abt my FYP?

WHY NUS so many registration process need do?
Apply for hostel also take me whole morning?

Can the process be faster?
Dun let me make so many decision?

PLS....

Now i only pray for i can get my FYP title b4 i GO NUS~~~

Student Exchange vs TF-NUS LEaRN Award

Start from CNY i applied student exchange to NUS. Many process and challenges need to overcome, but i still face it without give up.

However, today when check an email, i really start to give up.. I always tell myself dun  give up.dun care what happen, i still can overcome..But this time i really dunno how to tell myself that...

 TF-NUS LEaRN Award still haven't got result..this i still can wait, but i very unhappy with they tell my that i cant get the module i want. They approved it last 2 weeks,but 2day tell me that they had fill up all place,cant get me in.... This cause me need to extend.

B4 that, i willing to extend,bcos u dint approve that..but now everything keep on changes and nothing that i can do.. still have 1 month need to register in NUS and 2 weeks need to back to USM. I have so many things to do, and now you keep on changes and cant give me an good answer.

When i receive ur email last 2 weeks,say that all my core subject had been approve, i am very happy for that.. but bad news keep on booming  me..i really will give up bcos of this..

This week only i know that student exchange and the award are 2 different things, if get the student exchange does no guarantee that get the award, but if get the award, must go student exchange.

Now i give you 1 week to tell me the result of the award, and also give myself 1 week to think if need to extend,should i give up or not...

Internship in Motorola

Today is the 4th week I in Motorola. Had been here for 4 weeks, yesterday I ask my manager,what is the actual function of the "Process Engineer"? He tell me a lot, and tell me that i had cover a lot also. However, I dun relies that i done a lot. 

2day is the most free day in Motorola,bcos  my manager n one of the engineer that always assign job for me to work dint come. I feel very free and got freedom. This 4 weeks, i had handle drop test, GR&R leak test analysis  by using Minitab and Manufacturing Process Specification (MPS) of NEO line and Broad storage. 

For drop test, i need to prepare a report after i drop 10 walkie talkie (radio) from 4 feet. Each radio need to drop 7 loop and for 6 surface. Means each radio need to be drop 42 times.   So i need to drop 420 times. After doing this, i feel very tired n many questions like y engineer need doing this stupid test? Y no crack appear on the radio after i drop? Y we need to do this by human? y dint use machine? This question also ask by my manager...i feel this time sure gai, y he ask me such stupid question? i really dunno how to answer. The report need to include  problem background history , evaluation objective, test method n also result.

 This report is the 1st report that got meaning to me since i study in USM. In my uni life, all report are copied n modify from senior. This is the 1st report that i do it myself without any reference report. I feel proud of it although  this report always get reject n now still dint accept by my manager.

For GR&R and minitab, i still very blank about it. MK Yong is a master in polymer engineering n degree in mechanical engineering in USM. He assign me this mini project n i need to complete it alone. He ask me got main camp's library search info for this GR&R. Bcos of this project, all my weekend gone. However, i feel i learn many from that. 

Life in Motorola is very busy, every ppl is busy with their job, very tension but i learn a lot. I always thanks my manager n Poh Ling give me this chance to complete my LI here. My manager not only assign works for me to do, he also teach me a lot things in the real working life. He sit down and talk patiently with me. I also thanks you to DR Cheong Kuan Yew that give me change from Fairchild to Motorola. He dint scold me that dun wan sch list and switch company .He say support me go Motorola. I also thanks myself bcos i know as human we need to try and dun easy give up. I had try to brave to meet DR Cheong and dint give up after many perli and negetive thinking from some ppl.