忍受+迷茫

Sawadika Bangkok

Last nite when i reach Sitara, apartment that i will be stay, i feel surprise, the condition and environment of it is above my expectations. This apartment contains a king size bed, kitchen, living room with TV and sofa, toilet and private balcony.

Today I officially start my life in Bangkok, the capital of Thailand. The WD Thailand really change my mind for WD. From the orientation on Monday, I feel i am enter to JAIL with totally no freedom and with many constraints, not like a US company. However, I have good impression with working environment here. People that i met and talk are very nice compare to WDPG. I start fall in love with this working environment although i had join two meeting but dunno what are they talking abt.

I had know my career prospect when we talking to those colleagues. They make me understand the situation now and i not regret come here. From there, I know i m making the right decisions.  

Preparation step to working life

The time to going Bangkok is get nearer,
I still dint do any preparation.

Visa haven't apply,
Luggage haven't pack..
Everything still hanging there..

Finally, today i got some action,
I email HR in Thailand to informed them that i haven't receive doc for visa application,
After that i call the Thai Embassy in Penang, from that i only notice that time for me to prepare is limited.
The visa need to be take the next day, i have been inform that i only can receive the letter on thursday, then i friday only can go apply visa, means monday only can collect the visa, but monday i need attend the orientation.
Tuesday i need to fly d...

The plan have been change after i receive call from my hiring manager, she told me that our flight change to thursday, a lot problem had occurs and she need to take care of us...
B4 receive her call, i dun have mood go there work, but all this had change..
I feel myself still got the value, still important to them...

I need to thanks the teacher that i most respect and she is my idol..
She is Lim Min Yik, after i chat with her,
I know i should go Bangkok try and gain experience, if there really not suit to me,
then i will apply job in Singapore..
Thanks min yik teacher..

Hello Bangkok^^

I will go Bangkok work on 7 June 2011.

For others may feel very happy but i feel moody.

Dunno what happen to me..just feel i m force to go there..

I know this is a good opportunity to go there, get experience and learn different culture.

Thats why i dun like, i still go...

Hope i can enjoy life there..

C u in Bangkok^^

24th bday

Happy bday to myself..

I would like to thanks my parents for this 24 years,
without both of u, dun have Sin Tian today.
Both of u dint give me anythings like others parents,
but this had trained me to independent..
I know i need to work hard,
bcos no free lunch in this world...
Thanks dad and mum for the new myvi although i still havent drive it yet..
Thanks my two little bro who let me bully all the time..hehe

I would like to thanks my bf, Eric.
I very happy to have u as my bf.
My life change with u and getting better and better...
U very love me, care me and give best things to me..
I promise i will love u forever and wont leave u alone.
I love u,eric..

Last but not least, i want thanks my best friends: yeyean, pei ying, tze yin and hong...
I happy to have all of u as my best friends...
I believe our friendship is true love..
It is very important in my life...
Thanks for the bday celebration..
keep in touch^^

RM5k

I start dunno what i wan...
izzit RM5k is so important to me?
without it, i wont  be happy?

y i keep on think about it?
is bcos of that RM5k or bcos of my face?

I blur...
I tell myself dun care about it any more...

But ppl around me keep on talk this to me...
i cant stop myself to think about...

I had go interview but dunno i get selected or not..
izzit my communication skills problem?
I cant flight with others those had get the offer?

I had accept offer from another comapny, but i not happy with it..
what kind of ppl i m?
I still waiting for other offers...
Where is my loyalty?

What i want for my future?

Money?
Career?
Dream?

This 3 make me confuse when i apply job and choose my 1st job...

感恩

感謝傷害你的人，因為他磨煉了你的心志！

感謝絆倒你的人，因為他強化了你的雙腿！

感謝欺騙你的人，因為他增進了你的智慧！

感謝藐視你的人，因為他覺醒了你的自尊！

感謝遺棄你的人，因為他教會了你該獨立！