RM5k

I start dunno what i wan...
izzit RM5k is so important to me?
without it, i wont  be happy?

y i keep on think about it?
is bcos of that RM5k or bcos of my face?

I blur...
I tell myself dun care about it any more...

But ppl around me keep on talk this to me...
i cant stop myself to think about...

I had go interview but dunno i get selected or not..
izzit my communication skills problem?
I cant flight with others those had get the offer?

I had accept offer from another comapny, but i not happy with it..
what kind of ppl i m?
I still waiting for other offers...
Where is my loyalty?