Friday, July 30, 2010

1st blog in NUS

Yeah i had reached NUS and finish all the registration.

NUS is HUGE compare to USM . I dunno is how many times it is, but i know i will lost in here.

The 1st feeling i walk in here is " cham liao~~y so many ang mo?"

Haha..i am worry dunno how to communicate with them....

However, i still alive..dun worry...

I will join most of the orientation activity to get know abt this new campus, everything is new for me...

I will make sure i wont lost here and safe.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Last Day in Penang

今晚我就要离开槟城了,不是第一次离开,但从来没有离开那么久,我知道我会非常,非常的想念家乡....妈妈常叫我多吃一些我喜欢的食物,因为离开了就没有得吃了~~还没有离开就开始恋乡了,哈哈

离开理大,没有什么不舍得,只是东西不能完成而离开,当然会很牵挂,不能逃避我应该做的事情。

这次的决定,让我在过程中学习了很多很多,克服了很多心理障碍,也面对很多内心的挑战,更加了解自己。

发现自己不是那么简单,那么容易满足,明白自己喜欢尝试新的事物,来满足自己的好奇心,虚荣心,也开始害怕....
这个假期,上了两次法宝山,有跟师父谈起这个问题,师父说我应该静坐,静下来,想自己应该要设么....这个对我来讲更难咯~~

希望离开不是我逃避的途径,希望它能为我找到一片更好的天空~~



Friday, July 2, 2010

HaTE make DEcision~!!!

This few days, really tired..many decision need to be make..i hate to make decision..

Go or not go?

Extend 1 sem or not?

Got get award or not?

reject all....but cant...

get the awards,
find another paper to replace ceramic,no need extend...
but still wonder go or not..

okok..go..go..go..


but now how abt my FYP?

WHY NUS so many registration process need do?
Apply for hostel also take me whole morning?

Can the process be faster?
Dun let me make so many decision?

PLS....

Now i only pray for i can get my FYP title b4 i GO NUS~~~