Friday, January 15, 2010

延四

从延三还未闭幕,我就问自己会不会承担延四?之前的答案是很挣扎的,但在闭幕的前几天,突然心中有一股很大的定力,把我推向延四...

当延四开始的时候,我并不懂要做什么,从何开始...延四工委们也没有正式开会,那种模糊不清的地带,就是我最讨厌的地方...在我最无助,最彷徨时,丽美问我要不要下去开会?我觉得下去开会对我来说是很难的,因为才刚回来不久...我就只好帮忙叫佛青去开会,这也是不容易的事情。

过几天,家豪就告诉我要改选了...这个消息把我吓了一跳。改选不是在三月吗?那时我们真懂要怎样处理...但我相信只要我们用心点,万事都能解决...我很希望改选后,晏斗的佛青能有另一番作为。

我跟家豪讲要他做主席,这个就把他吓倒了...但这也是我最讨厌的方式...我也开始物色每个筹委的人选....开始和他们讨论...在这些过程中,让我明白了我的岗位,原来延四没有想象中的难,佛青们都开始成熟了,懂事了。很多东西都由他们自己处理,不能时候我才帮忙。

10th是改选的当天,只有丽美下去...当我知道筹委表时,我很高兴...我的妹妹是佛青的一分子,还是康乐组组长。我一直叫不动的人,家豪成功了。不同的嘴巴就有不同的优点。很高兴我们的佛青筹委并不算是内定的...丽美告诉我是大家一起选出来了,我恨透了那种内定的东西...那种东西不要也罢!

家豪真的是一个不错的主席,还没有上任就为佛青作了不少东西。他说这一届的主席是非常重要的,佛青的成败就在这一届的筹委手中...他给了自己很大的压力,很尽力的做好每个东西。大家有看到他为佛青开的Facabook吗?还有佛青的Blogspot...也很努力的在团结佛青们...大家多给他们一些关心和支持...一些有用的游戏质料和佛曲,都可以给他们...

还有一件很高兴的事,家迪开始问我SPM后升学的事了,还叫我帮他找学校...这让我明白,我们播下的菩提种子在发芽着...他们终于了解我们存在的意义了...大家要多关心他们,我们的存在并不只是那样而已...是有更大的空间的...

希望在这新的一年,我们能做到更多。丽甄说她六月后会多关心佛青,谢谢你哦!希望大家和她一样还有这颗初心。

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Internship

Last week, a quite boring week in hostel. All my roommates and course mates are worry about their internship. I already get it and will finish it in Fairchild Penang. A quite famous semiconductor company in Penang. When i know i get it, i were very surprise and happy. However, human is greedy organism, when u get more offers, u will not satified with it.

When i heard my friend going to Japan to complete their internship,i still feel ok with it. This is because they have the ability to pass the interview and I not dare go to the interview. Actually i am quite hope that i not getting Fairchild bcos i dun like so many ppl go 1 company.

My friend always ask me abt the IAESTE that i apply last sem. To apply this, I had waste many time and energy to get a recommendation letter from my dean. I do this during the study week and final exam. But until last week, i still dint get nay update from the Usm International School. Zhe min ask me to get update from them. Finally, last Thursday i had send an email to ask my application status.

They had call me on the Friday morning, say that they had send me an email a few weeks ago. When i heard that, i feel like 2012, wanna faint. Luckily they say nvm n maybe they send wrong email address. They ask me to choose 3 country again. But this time the choice of country are limited, only 12 country only.. Macedonia ,Lebanon, Sri Lanka, Germany, Portugal, Tunnisia, India, Uzbekistan, Tajikistan, Vietnam,Oman and Pakistan... I need to make decision within 1 hour. That time i am very nervous and dunno which country should i choose. Finally, I choose Germany, Portugal and Lebanon.

Shu Hong tell me that Lebanon is not politically stable and will have war time to time. I am quite worry abt that. This few days i try to find more resources abt those country. I know that got 1 senior from mechanic school had just back from Germany. She tell me the situation there. Her company gave her 650 Euro. When i heard abt this amount, i feel very happy and excited. So many money...But when she tell me that the room renter will use half or the salary, i feel down again.

This few days my emotion will up and down with what i search. I also plan to learn German. So Tuesday i already go Pusat Bahasa to c i can register it or not. Finally today they tell me can, but the time table i can attend. But the teacher are very friendly, she say will try to adjust the timetable for me... Now i am waiting her good news...

Last time i am so anti to learn new language but now i will put more afford to try my best. I also feel that all good luck are coming now. I hope that i can go Germany to complete my internship.